Tuesday, June 19, 2012

My Dirty Little Secret: I'm a Rockefeller




Yes, its true.

This is something that only few people know and I struggle with every single day.

The reason I wanted to speak up and out about this was due to the cobra report that I just read. I would like to speak on behalf of those of us who do not subscribe to the Rockefeller Rothschild agenda. 

Now, I always knew that there was an abundance of shady things going on here... but what I read tonight just made me angry. I try very, very hard to let these things slip past me.

Observe the negativity, understand that it has its place... and try to appreciate and thank these lower activities for teaching me how NOT to be.

However, what many people do not realize is that there are people like myself who never even knew that they were a part of this family. After being stalked and harassed and persuaded to initiate into their factions throughout my entire life, but never being told the whole truth, I went on my own journey. 

I got a DNA test a little over a year ago and what I found led me down a rabbit hole of Genealogy and History that I never saw coming. All that I knew of my family's history was our Native American side, which I was quite proud of... But I never went much further past this. There were also many dead end's and gaping holes in my family tree...

But the Virgo in me... well, we like to leave no stone unturned. Thanks to the internet and ebay. I was able to fill in the gaps of many missing pieces. They may have been able to control most of the books and other publications over the past few decades, but I started to find bibles from the 1700's and History books and Theosophical texts that just showed up in my mail box.

Everything they tried to hide... I uncovered.

But where did the cover-up begin?

There are still many things unanswered... but it looks to me like they didn't like the mixture of Native American Blood being entered into our family line.

My 7th Grandmother, Nanye Hi Fivekiller was known as the Ghiagu or "Beloved Woman" of the Cherokee and was literally one of the last women who was allowed power. I discovered this when I realized that many people knew of her as Nancy Ward... yes, related to most of the Wards you know of and also related to most of the Starr's you have read about, who also married into the line. 

from wikipedia:
"Nanyehi (CherokeeᎾᏅᏰᎯ: "One who goes about"), known in English as Nancy Ward (ca. 1738–1822/1824) was a Ghigau, or Beloved Woman of the Cherokee Nation, which meant that she was allowed to sit in councils and to make decisions, along with the other Beloved Women, on pardons. She believed in peaceful coexistence with European-Americans."

You see Nancy wanted peace. But this integration only happened after her husband, a Native man was killed in front of her...

 "Nancy's first husband was the Cherokee man Kingfisher. Nanyehi and Kingfisher fought side by side at the Battle of Taliwa against the Creeks in 1755. When he was killed,[2] she took up his rifle and led the Cherokee to victory. This was the action which, at the age of 18, gave her the title of Ghigau."

She later married a man named Bryant Ward and soon found herself stuck in between two sides. Then things got messy and she slowly watched her power slip away...

"In the Revolutionary War, Ward warned the whites of an impending attack by her cousin Dragging Canoe, an act that has made her a Patriot for the Daughters of the American Revolution and the Society of the Sons of the American Revolution.

[edit]Changes to Cherokee society

As a Ghigau, Nancy had the power to spare captives. In 1776, following a Cherokee attack on the Fort Watauga settlement on the Watauga River (at present day Elizabethton, Tennessee), she used that power to spare a Mrs. William (Lydia Russell) Bean, whom she took into her house and nursed back to health from injuries suffered in the battle. Mrs. Bean taught Nanyehi a new loom weaving technique, revolutionizing the Cherokee garments, which at the time were a combination of hides, hand-woven vegetal fiber cloth, and cloth bought from traders. But this weaving revolution also changed the roles of women in the Cherokee society, as they took on the weaving and left men to do the planting, which had traditionally been a woman's job.
Mrs. Bean also rescued two of her dairy cows from the settlement, and brought them to Nanyehi. Nanyehi learned to raise the cattle and to eat dairy products, which would sustain the Cherokee when hunting was bad.
The combination of loom weaving and dairy farming helped transform Cherokee society from a communal agricultural society into a society very similar to that of their European-American neighbors, with family plots and the need for ever-more labor.
Nanyehi objected to the sale of Cherokee lands to whites, but her objections were largely ignored. In 1808 and again in 1817, the Women's Council came out in opposition to the sale of more and more land.
Nanyehi became a de facto ambassador between the Cherokee and the whites. She learned the art of diplomacy from her maternal uncle, the influential chief Attakullakulla ("Little Carpenter"). In 1781, when the Cherokee met with an American delegation led by John Sevier to discuss American settlements along the Little Pigeon River, Nancy expressed surprise that there were no women negotiators among the Americans. Sevier was equally appalled that such important work should be given to a woman. Nancy told him,
"You know that women are always looked upon as nothing; but we are your mothers; you are our sons. Our cry is all for peace; let it continue. This peace must last forever. Let your women's sons be ours; our sons be yours. Let your women hear our words."
An American observer said that her speech was very moving."

Nanye did everything she could to keep peace, but they simply did not want a woman to be in power, let alone a Native Woman... and it seems her power, along with her support and her STORY... were lost. Covered up... Forgotten.
It was my discovery of her story that accelerated my awakening process and I have her to thank dearly. Contrary to what many may think, I have never seen a dime of any family fortune, nor have I ever done a ritual or controlled anyone in my life. In fact, I have struggled financially most of my life and no matter how hard I work, how much talent I have, or how positive I stay... when most would give up or give in. I have never faltered in my unshakable faith. I strongly believe that I have been the victim of psychic attacks and SEVERE "veiling" not to mention all the years of being called "crazy, bipolar, schizophrenic, put on laundry lists of medications, mental hospitals, (and this was before the age of 18) I firmly believe that because I did not play along with their dark agendas that I have paid for this my entire life. My immediate family and friends are all extremely loving, giving, talented and exceptional people, yet none of us have ever been remarkably successful. I have watched many others succeed with hidden agendas and minimal talent, vision, etc. While everyone around me struggles, This simply does not make sense. But now that I have read this report from Cobra I am convinced that I have been subjected to this torture from afar. Mind you... i will never say "victim" as I would never give away my power again. I have allowed others to tell me I am unworthy, selfish, talent-less, crazy, lazy, scattered, etc. for many many years. The past year I have completely isolated myself from most of the outside world, including romantic relationships and have had to go deep within my soul with no outside influences in order to know that this was truly what I was experiencing. I have always known deep down inside, but there was still a small part of me that believed that I was just paranoid.
But no more. I am hereby stating that I refuse to allow any of these beings to attack myself, my family or friends for another moment longer. I want to quote and thank my beloved Metatron for sharing this with me 5 minutes before I read this article. What I declare below goes for myself, my immediate family, friends and anyone that has any cords connected now or previously to me in my life. This is not a commandment, but a demand. As I am stepping into the power that is rightfully mine, and I mean the power of LOVE:
"On this night, June 18th, 2012. I, Stasha Colin declare that No being can take my energies, no being can create selfish pathways to me, all selfish pathway/s /attempts to me, are destroyed and reflected back to the sender, as very fast lessons-reflections, all of this is like that, forever, I am forever free from all negative beings' negative intentions, I am my own being, I am mine and mine alone, I AM. My energies are mine and mine alone to use and to command/enact, no other being can take them without my heart of hearts' consent, all energies stolen from me, are returned into me immediately upon recognition of foul play. I receive my energies from the one infinite creator, through all paths of least resistance, in the ways my heart of hearts agrees with. I only give my energies, of a loving and heart guided intent and way, all other ways, cannot exist and do not exist and will not exist. Forevermore, so it is. "
I know that many people will be shocked to hear this, and perhaps judge me or believe that I am working for this agenda as well, and I would not blame them. But this is for myself and for any other Rockefeller kids who have experienced what I have. YOU ARE NOT CRAZY, YOU ARE NOT PARANOID, YOU ARE LOVED... AND THERE ARE BEINGS OUT THERE THAT LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU.. AND WHEN TESE VEILS ARE COMPLETELY REMOVED... ALL WILL BE KNOWN.
DO NOT HOLD ANGER IN YOUR HEARTS. OBSERVE IT... AND THEN LET IT GO.
THE ONLY WAY THAT I COULD PROCESS THIS FACT WAS WRITING THIS TO ALL OF YOU HERE AND NOW. I HOPE THAT YOU WILL FIND IT IN YOUR HEARTS TO FORGIVE ANYONE WHO HAS HARMED, DECEIVED, MANIPULATED OR CONTROLLED YOU IN THIS OR ANY WAY... IF NO ONE ELSE, YOU HAVE ME.

I will end this blog with an uplifting story about Nancy, this makes me see that I am truly of her spirit. I was always called the Beloved One or Beloved Rose (as I rose again from the heavens and earth, or the Cherokee rose) but never knew its significance until now. Not to mention the fact that she seemed to have tattoos all over her arms too ;) in fact this beautiful painting by Sharon Irla you can see them... makes me realize that perhaps... our family trees and our hearts can be infinitely linked...
Thank you Nanye... I will carry on your legacy...

 In closing:
"On July 5, 1807, the Moravian mission school at Spring Place, Georgia, in the Cherokee Nation, was visited by three elderly women, including a very distinguished lady who had been a widow of fifty years and almost one hundred years old. She was described as "an unusually sensible person, honored and loved by both brown and white people." "This old woman, named Chiconehla, is supposed to have been in a war against an enemy nation and was wounded numerous times...Her left arm is decorated with some designs, which she said were fashionable during her youth...." Chiconehla stayed for two days, entertained by the students and discussing theology with the missionaries with the aid of translating by her distant relative, Mrs. James Vann (Margaret Scott). The circumstances of this high status woman leave little doubt that this Cherokee named Chiconehla was identical to the person known as Nancy Ward.[3

On the day she died in 1822, witnesses saw a white light rise from her body.  It took the form of a wolf and then a swan. It fluttered about and then flew off in the direction of her beloved town of Chota. She was the last woman to receive the title of Beloved Woman until the late 20th century.

I stand firm in faith and LOVE and believe in PEACE.
I fear not the repercussions of telling my story... I only hope it will heal some very old wounds that needed to be sealed... 
xoxo
Stasha Beloved Rose 


38 comments:

  1. for the full cobra article peep here:
    http://2012portal.blogspot.com

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    1. Hao Stasha !!!

      Glad to see another very well informed person from Keen on here !!! I always get slammed with people not believing in the information. But I do not care ~ it is meant for those that are wanting needing the info. I am glad that you stepped up and not afraid to announce this information about yourself. You should not have to fear being distantly connected to these people.
      You chose the Good Red Road...good for you !!!
      yah tah hey my friend ~
      a'ho,
      Shatwanee {Sha Twa Nee' ~ Looks Far Woman}

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  2. Hi Stasha!

    I read your post on the Cobra 2012 site and also your follow up comments. I have been trying to post responses there, but comments get wonky after there are around 200, I have noticed.

    A couple of things:

    I'm 44 (lol).

    And yes, I love the heck out of that numbers stuff! I don't know about you, but I am seeing them CONSTANTLY since the Venus Transit. I thought I saw them a lot before, lol. It's crazy now!

    Thank you so much for sharing this story. There are so many people waking up now, I know that when that veil is lifted there will be much resolution.

    Honestly? If this is being crazy, then I will KEEP ON being crazy because for the first time in my 44 years I finally feel like those burning questions I always have had are being ANSWERED, and the answers are making so much sense.

    So yeah, I'll take it. I've had family members and friends think I'm loo-loo, too. But I know I am not, and the more people whose stories I read like yours just affirm it even more. :)

    Hugs,
    Calliope the Muse

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    1. thanks soo much! im actually working on an ebook about all of the numbers I have been seeing! please stay in touch with me xo facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  3. Congratulations to you! You have nothing to fear (sounds like you know that already) We are all one, we are all children of the great creator, and we love you. Know this, you are awake, and you are forgiven :) May your heart be filled with love, light and peace.
    ~Michael Hall

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    1. thank you for your kindness. i know this is true, but its always nice to be reminded by others like you. please stay in touch with me xox facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  4. What a powerful story and truly uplifting. Thank you for sharing this. There truly are no victims once we learn that we have power. Much love, Sweet Sister.

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    1. thank you so much holly. it means a great deal. yes, victimhood is a thing of the past for me. if nothing else was learned from this experience, i absolutely learned this. please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  5. It is an individual path we all take to find our way home. Stay strong my love and your words show the way. Much love and light.

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    1. indeed. i have had to learn to detach from others and go within so deeply. your support means so much. please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  6. Thanks for sharing
    V.

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    1. thank you V. so much love to you. please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  7. Thank you, and Bless your heart for sharing..miracles are all around us..Let us bask in them tofether as a family UNITED!!!

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    1. yes. i feel the blessings and the support has been OVERWHELMING. i never thought i could and would reach so many. please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  8. Stasha! Thank you, Thank you for standing out of the crowd and being a lightpost! Love reading your stuff, love your vibe! One Love!

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    1. i love that... lightpost! ill have to use that one more often xox please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  9. Aho! beautiful sister, goddess, and starseed of divine light. Blessings to you of infinite love and light. Aho!

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    1. thank you sooo much. aho! stay in touch please... i will continue to update this site and will always need a friend to chat to for guidance and support. hopefully i can do the same for you xo

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  10. Greetings Stasha my beautiful sister. You have brought forth a vital piece of the puzzle of a New Day Dawning. We are HOME due to the efforts of yourself and the many LIGHTworkers and laymen too. It is time to proceed with our plans, I must mention that not all bearing the surnames of doom and destruction to our planet will perish or be judged without due diligence and fairness. Myself I have sent my positive energies to the ones we have known as the dark ones in hopes that they are able to see and comprehend their dark deeds and remember the LIGHT from which they originated. Much Love & Blessings to all.

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    1. andrew, thank you so much. yes, it is indeed a new dawn. it has been a struggle, but anything worth having isnt easy... i know this is true. please stay in touch with me here or elsewhere: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  11. Love, Love, Love to you & Bravo for going public & sharing your story!
    Namaste & Many Blessings!

    (Had to use "Anonymous" since I have no profile.)

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    1. thank you so much... its been tough. please stay in touch with me. i can be found elsewhere too: facebook.com/stashacolin or twitter.com/healingbeats and my website: healingwithbeats.us and good old email healingwithbeats@gmail.com xoxox LOVE

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  12. Thank you for saying this. I am a quarter Tsaligi or Cherokee in this life and the father is a half Cherokee apple. Everything I never wanted to be I learned from him and the world around me. I attempted suicide at 19 yrs old and couldn't pull the trigger. 19 yrs later at age 38 I was DONE and so wanted out of this body. It was then the Sasquatch people entered my life here so I'm still here at age 42 and still putting one foot in front of the other. You do not walk alone sister and our walk in this life is nearly done and oh will I be so thankful when the next one starts. My corporate name is Thomas Hughes, my Cree name is Naspachaggy Cheesh. My email is thomash515@hotmail.com if anyone would like to contact me. Dadagodhavi all

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    1. thank you so much. it was very difficult. but something told me it was essential for me to be capable of moving on and opening my heart to allow a space for new love to flow in. I have always felt selfish and unworthy and now I know its all the opposite. please stay in touch with me as my journey unfolds I will continue to document. I feel much lighter and happier and am full of hope and wonder for the future xo I also have tried to end my life and no matter how hard i tried, i always survived, i realized i really do have a plan here. In fact in 2008 i was in a terrible car accident and almost died. i remember as the car was flipping over on the freeway i kept yelling "Its not my time!! its not my time!!" and here i am. please stay in touch healingwithbeats@gmail.com

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  13. The amazing part I am sure you understand is that you can never be harmed again. The grace of the source is beyond anything we might imagine. Your brothers and sisters, if I may speak on behalf of many of us, join and celebrate your discovery of the joy of your own sovereignty.

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    1. I hope that is the truth. I have actually felt under a great deal of psychic attack since I did this and have been sleeping for unusual amounts of time, awaking even more tired and drained, so this concerns me, but perhaps my higher self is just working overtime when I sleep ;) I had some people continue to call me selfish because of this (as if i posted my story to get recognition from others, etc), and also a liar about who my family is. again... why anyone who is a light worker like myself would claim attachment to this name is beyond me... haha. i know my intentions are not selfish, i know that i can only tell my story and hopefully by doing so I will help someone else. so much love & stay in touch xo

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  14. Stasha, will you please contact me at ross.caleb2012@gmail.com I have something that I need to discuss with you.

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    1. done, angel... thank you for your support. if anyone else would like to contact me, you can do so at: healingwithbeats@gmail.com xo

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  15. Thank you for sharing, we all are now learning from you forgivness is after all a precious gift and a wonderful experience, once you feel it in your heart there is only love and light.

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    1. thank you so much. it was very difficult. but something told me it was essential for me to be capable of moving on and opening my heart to allow a space for new love to flow in. I have always felt selfish and unworthy and now I know its all the opposite. please stay in touch with me as my journey unfolds I will continue to document. I feel much lighter and happier and am full of hope and wonder for the future xo

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  16. Absolutely fascinating story. I think that by publishing this you will show a lot of people that the illuminati are not all bad and not all to be brainwashed, and this has to be a good thing. We are told that we chose our lives before incarnating. Maybe your mission (among others) was 1. to help other illuminati members to escape and lift themselves up. And 2. to let the world know that illuminati family members are coersed into many of the things they do.

    I thought that the illuminati only married within their own ranks. Your story regarding your ancestor Nancy Ward throws this out the window. I know I am only being nosy but how did an American Indian marry into the Rockefeller's since they are not the same bloodline?

    Many blessings to you. I send you love and light although I can tell that you are way more enlightened than I am, LOL. Kay

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    1. ha haha. its a twisted web indeed. i have found a split in the family tree. it almost seems as if they may have wanted to marry into the native side, as we held many powerful connections with gaia, as shamans... if they could use the shamanic powers with their black magic... they would be unstoppable. but they forgot about one thing.... karma.

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  17. Thank you so much for sharing your story, it really touched me. I just wanted to mention that you are not the only one that is sleeping more and also waking drained, so much so that you have to stop and wonder what is going on! I can only guess as to why, but again wanted to let you know that I as well as my daughter are experiencing the same thing, daily, and it seems moreso each day. Maybe they are psychic attacks, maybe its part of ascension, I keep thinking that it has to do with what I must be doing while asleep, but of course that doesn't make sense since it is physical. I'm sure that others are experiencing the same and maybe someone knows why. Just thought I'd share since at first I was a bit scared as to why it was happening to me and sometimes it helps to know that others are experiencing similar so as not to necessarily worry about it being a health issue, for example. Anyway, thank you again so much and will be watching your blog!

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    1. thank you ever so much. i believe we may be working overtime elsewhere, i also believe that we are doing much overdue healing during these times. xoxo thank you for your kind words of support xox

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  18. Stasha Eve what a story.. keep up your good faith and do always trust your instincts exactly has you have over the years. I think generally that people who have been through hard ships in life have easier to connect with light work. But that's just my personal opinion cause I know so much more people who have been through hard ships that are awake then others who don't. I myself also have some experiences that I would not through at my worst enemy.

    "Luckily" life is treating me rather well these days.. and I'm so grateful for the experiences I had in life cause without them I would not have been the same.

    Some weeks ago I total stranger that I worked said told me that "you have a white heart".

    Love and light.

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    1. i love that... a white heart. wow. thank you :)

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  19. Thank you for everything you wrote.
    Thank you for sharing your heart and love.
    Be sure to know that you are not alone,
    Be sure to know that you are being loved.

    We are light.
    We are love.
    And we shall all stand together.

    <3

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    1. wow. thank you so much. it means a great deal. i still struggle with earth things... but the heart?? i have that on LOCK DOWN... and for now... that is all that truly matters. do stay in touch angel xo

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